Another Love

 

LIVE

 

So I wanna take you somewhere
So you know I care
But it’s so cold
And I don’t know where
I brought you daffodils in a pretty string
But they won’t flower
Like they did last spring
And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright
I’m just so tired to share my nights
I wanna cry and I wanna love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up, up

And if somebody hurts you
I wanna fight
But my hands been broken one too many times
So I’ll use my voice
I’ll be so fucking rude
Words they always win
But I know I’ll lose
And I’d sing a song
That’d be just ours
But I sang ’em all to another heart
And I wanna cry
I wanna learn to love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up, up

(Oh, need a love, now, my heart is thinking of)

I wanna sing a song
That’d be just ours
But I sang ’em all to another heart
And I wanna cry
I wanna fall in love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up, up

 

My awakening 🙂  For my true love. xoxo

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My Immortal

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me (this line not true)
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I’m bound by the life you left behind (our daughter)
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me (this line not true)
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me, Ive been alone all along
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me, me
 ~Divorce is brutal, especially just after giving birth.  There are lots of emotions in the mother.  He couldn’t relate. So therefore I was damaged. So he left.  I hope he is happy now.  We are ok.  It will get better. xo

Finding Pamela

I am not who I was yesterday.

Nor who I will be tomorrow.

I am forever changing.IMG_1008

Happy 150 Canada!

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Go on road trips, swim in the sea, count the stars, first true love, be free!

Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Muffins xoxo

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