My Immortal

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me (this line not true)
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I’m bound by the life you left behind (our daughter)
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me (this line not true)
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me, Ive been alone all along
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me, me
 ~Divorce is brutal, especially just after giving birth.  There are lots of emotions in the mother.  He couldn’t relate. So therefore I was damaged. So he left.  I hope he is happy now.  We are ok.  It will get better. xo
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Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Muffins xoxo

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Organic Root Vegetable with Spinach Purée…

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Small Batch

1/2 organic sweet potato

1 organic carrot

handful of sautéed or steamed organic spinach

4 steamed figs (optional)

Fresh Rosemary (optional)

Olive Oil (optional)

Roast the carrots and the sweet potato ( sprinkle olive oil and rosemary -optional) @ 400 for 20 – 30 minutes or until vegetables are tender

Steam figs for 5 minutes then add the spinach for the last minute or so.

Place all the ingredients into a food processor, nutri-bullet and puree until smooth. Voila!

 

***If your family has a history of food allergies or if you have any concerns, please speak to your pediatrician before offering nuts to babies or kids.***

 

 

 

 

Organic Apple Walnut Purée

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Introducing nuts for baby!!!

2 Organic Apples cored and peeled (Fuji or Gala)

1/4 Cup Organic Walnuts ( Shelled & Halved)

1/8 teaspoon of cinnamon or less

Place the apples and the walnuts in a steamer pot over boiling water.

Steam for 7 minutes or until apples tender.

Place all the ingredients into a food processor, nutri-bullet and puree until smooth. Voila!

 

***If your family has a history of food allergies or if you have any concerns, please speak to your pediatrician before offering nuts to babies or kids.***

 

 

 

 

Organic Peas, Spinach, Cucumber, Mint and Basil Baby Puree

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Crowd favorite over here for sure!!!! Introducing herbs!  So fabulous.

1/2 cup of organic peas ( already pureed)

a handful of organic spinach ( steamed or raw)

1/2 organic cucumber

3 Mint leaves

2 Basil leaves

1 – 4 tbsp of Water or Bone Broth until you reach your preferred texture.

 

***If your family has a history of food allergies or if you have any concerns, please speak to your pediatrician before offering nuts to babies or kids.***

 

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