My Immortal

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me (this line not true)
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I’m bound by the life you left behind (our daughter)
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me (this line not true)
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me, Ive been alone all along
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me, me
 ~Divorce is brutal, especially just after giving birth.  There are lots of emotions in the mother.  He couldn’t relate. So therefore I was damaged. So he left.  I hope he is happy now.  We are ok.  It will get better. xo
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